Sebastian is 4 months!

"Brother is my best friend." Cealy says this about 20 times a day.

My little man is 4 months old. I absolutely love this age. We had a doctor's appointment yesterday with shots. He is 95% in height (26 1/2 inches) and 95% in weight (17 pounds 13 ounces). This is why it is a struggle to hold little man all day! And he loves to be held! He was getting up around 6 times a night wanting his pacifier and I was getting little sleep. He can't breathe very hard sleeping on his back flat, so I elevated the crib with a pillow under the sheet. This is helping a lot!

He talks, smiles all day, laughs, and snuggles. I get asked a lot, "Is he an easy baby?" Let's not get ahead of ourselves here. Babies are not easy. They are a lot of work. They need love and attention. They need to be fed every 3 hours, and you have to be careful holding them. It is stressful. So all you teens out there, don't even think about it. There are NO easy babies. And if you think it is easy, step up your game and give the little one some attention.

Cealy loves the ER.

"Mommy, that was so much fun!"

You might think I took her to the zoo, Children's Museum, or a park. Oh No. We went to the Emergency Room, because she decided to drink anticeptic hand wash. By the time I got to her it was all over her and she was screaming. I called the Poison Help Line and after they listened to her dry heaving, they told me to get to the ER as fast as I could. The woman wanted to send an ambulance, but I thought I could get there faster so I threw Cealy in the car with a diaper on, no socks, shoes, coat, or anything that would make me look like a mother who had it together. I won't even go into my attire, but I will tell you when Danny saw me there, he was the up most embarrassed.

After we got there, and they checked her vitals and Auntie Aisha came running in, she asked, "Where is Sebastian?" "Oh he is with the neighbor that heard my screams, and I don't have her number." As if social services was happy with my mothering skills in this case, they were probably taken back that my infant was with someone I have NO number to. (My neighbor is a Peach, and did a great job!) I am the person who doesn't leave my children with anyone except family, which leaves me to do little when they are unavailable, but I failed that test miserably this time.

They let us go when Cealy's x-ray was clear. Cealy was jumping on the hospital bed, and screamed when I took off her princess gown (hospital gown). When we left, Cealy said, "Mommy, that was so much fun." Super. I had a sinus infection, ear infection, and felt like a car hit me, but Cealy had a blast.

I will be waking up from now on, and brushing my hair, teeth, maybe washing my face, and getting some appropriate clothes on. You may wonder why I don't do this normally, but my children get up at 5am and I spend an hour trying to get them back to sleep before I stumble out of bed to start my day. Sebastian does not like to nap past 15 minutes so I have NO time to do anything for myself. No pity party here, just giving you some insight. The hospital staff sees it all, I am aware, but they for sure were worried about why I hadn't brushed my hair for awhile.

Christmas Lights.

My little man sleeps 11 hours at night. I love this! I have to get up to give him his pacifier a couple of times, but not a problem. It doesn't matter the time you put him to bed, he gets up at 7am. He will try to get up about 5, and with a passy he goes back down for about 2 hours. Sebastian does not like to nap during the day. Just ask Kenzie. We crack up, because he will pass out and in 15 minutes be up and act as if he slept an hour. This makes him very tired about 5 o'clock. So I walk around the house in the carrier, and get dinner made while trying to keep him up until 7. Sebastian wears 9 month clothes and some of them at too small! Let's remember he is 3 1/2 months old!

This is what I carry Sebastian in at night. Here we were attempting to help Danny hang Christmas lights! Our neighborhood is out of this world with Christmas lights.

Aunt Jessie reading with Cealy. I love this picture. Jessie will be the world's best mother. She comes up with such fun games. Cealy can't get enough of her. She will also hold Sebastian for hours. I have to tell her to put him down!

Slobber much?

Can you just see him in 80 years? I love this guy.

Sebastian is 3 months!

I can't get enough of this child's face!! You have been a little sassy lately. Let's just say you like to be held all day, but who could put you down?

Mamaw holding Sebastian. She is so good at calming babies. I love Mamaw. She is an incredible woman.

I love this picture! He is just a chunk! At his 2 month appointment he was 15lbs!


Aunt Jessie came over to play for two days of madness. She is so good with both of you! She rocked you forever the other night, because you were not happy! We stayed up playing cards, drank wine, and laughed. I so love her!

Sebastian is three months today! He is such a love. I barely let him sleep, because I like to pick him up and snuggle. Last night Mackenzie asked me if she thought I kissed him enough...only because I kissed him probably 200 times before he went to bed.

Sebastian is on acid reflux medicine, just like Cealy was at his age. In fact, they both went on the medicine at the exact same time at 2 1/2 months. I did not want to take Sebastian into the doctor because I knew it meant meds, but after taking him 3 times for spitting up or refusing the bottle I decided to put him on it, and it made a huge difference. Sebastian is very calm, which is good, because Cealy is not so calm at her age. In the morning, after breakfast we play in the book room, and read lots of books so he is already getting excited for books. He smiles at everyone, and if I am talking in the room he will look all around until he finds me...SO yummy this little love is!!

Cealy loves Sebastian to pieces. Today in the car, Sebastian was crying and Cealy said, "Don't worry brother, Cealy is here." She also said, "Mommy, you know Jesus loves me? He loves everyone."

At this point KeKe and I are getting into trouble, because Cealy is so funny, you would like to laugh, but it is not always appropriate. If she does something she shouldn't and I say, "Cealy, you want to go to timeout?" She says, "Umm, yes I do."

Be Content.

To be content is a awfully challenging thing these days. When I visit one of my dearest (yes I did use the word dearest) friend, Faithe, I learn to be content. Faithe and I always have the best talks. She is just like my sisters, Aisha and Mackenzie, and listens unbelieveably well, and that is hard to come by these days. Faithe had four babies in one day six months ago, we call them quads but they are very different and should be called by their names, Presley, Izzy, Miles, and Mason. I get overwhelmed looking in Faithe's sink. Goodness there are too many bottles for me to imagine cleaning. Let's face it, I switched to Playtex drop ins because they are easy to clean and Dr. Browns give me too much work. She has four babies each drinking Dr. Browns but won't complain about the work. Faithe said, "I could get overwhelmed, but today is never going to be like tomorrow and I will be in a different place next month, so I should live in the moment." And she does. Refreshing. She is not Pollyanna because we all know those people are on something prescribed. She is real...but thankful. I love that.

When Ceal naps I think of everything I need to do fast while feeding Sebastian, and playing with him, fast of course then running to get her when she wakes, but today was different. Today I held Sebastian the whole time. I napped with him. I looked at him and thanked God for everything he has given me, instead of asking why I have so many things I feel I need to do. I felt content, and I choose to work harder on being content in every moment. Thanks Faithe.

Halloween!

Who would have ever thought Cealy would be Barney? Goodness she is obsessed and of course I couldn't stop laughing at her costume! Sebastian and I gave candy out with Courtney and Avery. Sebastian is the best baby and just watched all the craziness occur!

Sebastian helped me pass out candy and Cealy went with Danny to get Candy! Nana and Pop came by to see her and got some pictures!

Ella and Avery! This is totally Ella's personality!

I love this! The girls were given candy all night long! As soon as I got them on the couch to watch a movie, Mr. Donovan decided to sneak them some marshmellows!!

Avery was a little pumpkin. She is a cutie!!